Home Town.

When we are on our 10's,
We tend to dream to grow to be an adult.
When we are on our 20's,
We so sicked up studies and wanted to work.
When we are on our 30's,
We wanted to build a family of our own.
When we are on our 40's,
We wishes for something more extraordinary than what we had.
When we are on our 50's,
We started worries about our health.
When we are on our 60's,
We packed our schedule with all the medical checkup.
And when we are on our 70's,
We sighed about how short life has been.

This is something i got 'inspired' from going back to hometown..
Listening to all the chats between my parents and uncle's.
My aunt said she doesnt dare to go for breast cancer prevention checkup.
Do u know y? Cos she said she's worry she'll break the machine for there's nth to be check.
It does sounded funny at that time, not now. Lolz.

am i that dependent ?
came back kl yesterday.
i stayed home the whole day.
just for one day. y am i got a feeling that i'm all alone ?
daddy on holiday, he went back seremban for fishing .
mummy went office and badminton, came home at 7pm .
siblings went working and i was left all alone
but this is not the first time, isit when u used to be love
and when ur left alone the feeling will widen and take over ur heart ?
i did not follow daddy back cos i am waiting for him
which turned out to be nothing. am i that miserable to have to jz wait for things to happen ?
mummy came home without my dinner and i have ate only 1 mihun for a day .
thought its not big deal but i does feel like crying . so childish .
i dun even know what i wanted to express .
jz gotta post it out somewhere for i have no1 to refer to anymore .
maybe i should go back to kampar.... back to my computer and my yam cha's...
hmm, i wonder. hahaha