Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Blog before i dig in into my notes

On my way back to Kampar, i realized the way back is way longer as it is.
But the long endless and companion-less gave me a piece of calm mind
I guess i learned to manage my emotions better than i used to be ^^
As everyone will grows with time! I learned that there are more important things awaits in life.
Rather than what u have ever thought that it meant so much to u~~
And i am PROUD of myself man.
I wonder why i cant blog anymore. It's like i got nothing much to share with..
If i posted that i saw many animal corpses along the highway as i drive through,
and i grumbled 'amitofo' several times every time i saw one...
Would anyone be interested to know all this silly things??
But it is for my own pleasure of posting right?
Although i always said Kampar is a hell hole and how it disguised me.
But i know i would definitely leave with a heavy heart as it contained tons of my memories!
And the view of sunsets always able to amuses me!!! So, i gonna enjoy my remaining time left~~

Wednesday, June 2, 2010


its the 3rd days of my new semester.
concentrating in classes is really energy consuming.
which i never knows cos i only choose to concentrate on 1,2 subjects for every semester.
and for the last semester in my study journey i decided to listened to all.
which is killing my brain man. haha. guess this is one of the way of training it?
why am i easily drift away from my so-called life?
one i was so certain of my life and my direction.
the next i would be like is this what i wanna do?
i gonna graduate in another half year.
most my friends got involved in multi-level marketing.
which i get exposed to currently and learned about their ability and exposure.
but still i cant make up my mind is this the path that i would like to choose?
and walk over it for the rest of my time?
or should i just stay obediently on my path and work like every others?
is there really no future for those 'da gong zai' ?
hahaha why am i felt tat i got tat passionate to somehow contribute to the society?
this is what we called 'fresh blood' i guess.
is it the money that matters most or what ur interest matter ??
MUAHAHA. somehow i seemed like talking nonsense...
just a way of me expressing myself.
i never promised myself anything cos i felt tat as long as i tried my very best it is done.
but now i gonna go for 3.0! WAHAHA.
and i am gonna work towards it!! :P
wish me luck ... all my dears. HEHEHE

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Life Philosophizes

found a web site wit so many interesting life quotes.
it's like if u are willing to open up and feel it.
the wordings would touch your heart. it will melt u...

- experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.

- wishes : comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbow to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirit sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendship to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you are doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, and love to complete your life.

- perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.

- ordinary riches can be stolen, real riches cannot. in your soul there are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken away from you.

- being happy doesn't meant that everything is perfect. it means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

- do not spoil what u have now by desiring what you have not; remember that what u have now was once among the things you once hoped for.

- we have no right to ask when sorrow comes, 'why did this happen to me?' unless we ask the same question for every joy that comes our way.

- i laugh, i love, i hope, i try, i cry, i hurt, i need, i fear. and i know u do the same things too. so, we're really not that different. me and you.

- love is about knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other persons. love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourselves, including things u might be ashamed of. love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile to u.

do any of these touches your heart? haha.
just kinda think it's meaningful... :P

Monday, May 17, 2010

out of no where~~

realized how forgetful i am.
i tend to forget all the things people said to me.
all the experiences all the advices they gave to me.
Jia once said knowing and understanding is one thing, but doing is another things.
but when i dun even remember those things how am i gonna even start doing it?
hmm, i wonder.
so i came out wit a solution, i gonna bring a note books along me.
whenever i come across interesting things that i knew it's meaningful.
or somehow will guide me through my lost times i would be able to refer back...
for my tiny whiny memories only last for a while.
i dun1 to forget all my past all those heartfull quotes that all my loves one gimme.
growing is a stage that one must pass through in life... which this came from no where.
i learnt how to be more rationale and held myself back and think twice.
gonna go cameron on this weekend wit my families.
it have been ages since our last trip or vacation together.
when all grown up it seemed like so hard to just get together.
but when u have the will and the heart, everything is possible~~~ HAHAHA

Thursday, May 13, 2010

how to get rid of a habit?
how to find the lost you?
how to be more rational?
how to ever stay toughs?
how to stop worrying others?
how to walk over everything?
how to smile like ever?

i know i know - starting by appreciating things around ~~
and let times play its magic, let go things that is slipping away.
open your heart and start feelings.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Quotes! hahaha






自有属于我们 爱,宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的

















Saturday, May 1, 2010


just got a msg from daddy yesterday.
he asked me to study hard and take good care of myself.
i know he's been worrying about me.
i promised him that i will study hard and take care of myself.
but am i doing so?
i dun even know... hahaha
maybe we should use our brain to live life instead of emotion.
if then i wont be suffering or tormented so badly now.
this is a path given to me and i must walk it strongly...
i am gonna behave myslf ~~~ i hopessss.
how to get rid of someone that u are already get used to it ?
isn't tat a good and worthy life philosophy to learn ? :P