Blog before i dig in into my notes

On my way back to Kampar, i realized the way back is way longer as it is.

But the long endless and companion-less gave me a piece of calm mind

I guess i learned to manage my emotions better than i used to be ^^

As everyone will grows with time! I learned that there are more important things awaits in life.

Rather than what u have ever thought that it meant so much to u~~

And i am PROUD of myself man.

HaHaHa

I wonder why i cant blog anymore. It's like i got nothing much to share with..

If i posted that i saw many animal corpses along the highway as i drive through,

and i grumbled 'amitofo' several times every time i saw one...

Would anyone be interested to know all this silly things??

But it is for my own pleasure of posting right?

Although i always said Kampar is a hell hole and how it disguised me.

But i know i would definitely leave with a heavy heart as it contained tons of my memories!

And the view of sunsets always able to amuses me!!! So, i gonna enjoy my remaining time left~~

3.26am

its the 3rd days of my new semester.

concentrating in classes is really energy consuming.

which i never knows cos i only choose to concentrate on 1,2 subjects for every semester.

and for the last semester in my study journey i decided to listened to all.

which is killing my brain man. haha. guess this is one of the way of training it?

why am i easily drift away from my so-called life?

one i was so certain of my life and my direction.

the next i would be like is this what i wanna do?

i gonna graduate in another half year.

most my friends got involved in multi-level marketing.

which i get exposed to currently and learned about their ability and exposure.

but still i cant make up my mind is this the path that i would like to choose?

and walk over it for the rest of my time?

or should i just stay obediently on my path and work like every others?

is there really no future for those 'da gong zai' ?

hahaha why am i felt tat i got tat passionate to somehow contribute to the society?

this is what we called 'fresh blood' i guess.

is it the money that matters most or what ur interest matter ??

MUAHAHA. somehow i seemed like talking nonsense...

just a way of me expressing myself.

i never promised myself anything cos i felt tat as long as i tried my very best it is done.

but now i gonna go for 3.0! WAHAHA.

and i am gonna work towards it!! :P

wish me luck ... all my dears. HEHEHE

Life Philosophizes

found a web site wit so many interesting life quotes.

it's like if u are willing to open up and feel it.

the wordings would touch your heart. it will melt u...

- experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.

- wishes : comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbow to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirit sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendship to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you are doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, and love to complete your life.

- perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see Life with a clearer view again.

- ordinary riches can be stolen, real riches cannot. in your soul there are infinitely precious things that cannot be taken away from you.

- being happy doesn't meant that everything is perfect. it means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections.

- do not spoil what u have now by desiring what you have not; remember that what u have now was once among the things you once hoped for.

- we have no right to ask when sorrow comes, 'why did this happen to me?' unless we ask the same question for every joy that comes our way.

- i laugh, i love, i hope, i try, i cry, i hurt, i need, i fear. and i know u do the same things too. so, we're really not that different. me and you.

- love is about knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other persons. love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourselves, including things u might be ashamed of. love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile to u.

do any of these touches your heart? haha.

just kinda think it's meaningful... :P

out of no where~~

realized how forgetful i am.

i tend to forget all the things people said to me.

all the experiences all the advices they gave to me.

Jia once said knowing and understanding is one thing, but doing is another things.

but when i dun even remember those things how am i gonna even start doing it?

hmm, i wonder.

so i came out wit a solution, i gonna bring a note books along me.

whenever i come across interesting things that i knew it's meaningful.

or somehow will guide me through my lost times i would be able to refer back...

for my tiny whiny memories only last for a while.

i dun1 to forget all my past all those heartfull quotes that all my loves one gimme.

growing is a stage that one must pass through in life... which this came from no where.

i learnt how to be more rationale and held myself back and think twice.

gonna go cameron on this weekend wit my families.

it have been ages since our last trip or vacation together.

when all grown up it seemed like so hard to just get together.

but when u have the will and the heart, everything is possible~~~ HAHAHA

how to get rid of a habit?

how to find the lost you?

how to be more rational?

how to ever stay toughs?

how to stop worrying others?

how to walk over everything?

how to smile like ever?

i know i know - starting by appreciating things around ~~

and let times play its magic, let go things that is slipping away.

open your heart and start feelings.

Quotes! hahaha

1、如果发短信息给一个人，他一直不回，不要再发了。没

有这么卑微的等待。

2、如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不
需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样开心生活。

3、如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人
不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情，到头来受
伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

4、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默
承受，这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

5、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空
自有属于我们 爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的
。保持一份自信。

6、从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你？爱不爱
你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说
出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。

7、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态
面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前
我们最没有价值。

8、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、
自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有
必要，人生不必时时聪明。

9、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话，适合烂在心里，
有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自
己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

10-.对于刚认识你没几天就叫你“宝贝”的人，当朋友
可以，情侣就免了，你要知道，你没有什么特殊，他也一定
这样称呼别的他感兴趣的女生

11-.没有相处几天就向你提出“发生····”的人，
离开他，这种人已经没救，他只需要一个女人.

12-不要找什么又帅又有钱的人做男朋友，除非你足够优
秀，要不然你是拴不住他的，不要找你理想中的什么帅哥，
为什么不把你身边知道珍惜你的他改变成你喜欢的风格~当
然前提是他同意为你改变，那你是幸运的

13-在他朋友面前，装得乖乖的，给他面子，没人的时候
在收拾他，男生也是，在女友朋友面前要百依百顺，记住，
面子是互相给的

14-.对于没有理想，没有斗志的男人，再帅再有钱，那
也是暂时的，只有真心对你，在心中发誓要让你比谁都幸福
的男人，才会给你下半生的幸福~

15-不要在乎别人的过去，因为你要拥有的是他的以后

16-总是忘记某些重要日子的男人，离开他，那不是忘记
，而是不在乎.

17-虽说女生要有独立的经济能力，不能无限制的花男友
的钱，但对于一毛不拔的男人，离开他，在某种心里科学上
解释，“男人花钱的多少，和他爱这个女人的多少，是成正
比的”~但记住，花不花是他的事，但要不要是你的事，爱
他就得替他省钱.

18-.甜言蜜语，偶尔听听可以，如果男友总说，请他停
止。

19-对于出轨的男人，如果真的离不开他，就给他一次机
会，记住仅此一次，否则毫不犹豫离开他.

20-遇到好男人要敢于抓住，不要以后捶胸顿足说后悔.


21-不要玩弄别人感情，玩暧昧，每个人都不希望被玩弄
，己所不欲，勿施于人~！

MuaXx

just got a msg from daddy yesterday.
he asked me to study hard and take good care of myself.
i know he's been worrying about me.
i promised him that i will study hard and take care of myself.
but am i doing so?
i dun even know... hahaha
maybe we should use our brain to live life instead of emotion.
if then i wont be suffering or tormented so badly now.
this is a path given to me and i must walk it strongly...
i am gonna behave myslf ~~~ i hopessss.
how to get rid of someone that u are already get used to it ?
isn't tat a good and worthy life philosophy to learn ? :P

grow as u lives

many incidents been crashing all over me.

though i enjoyed most of them... haha

but some unhappy things too... but i think i grew!!

haha cos instead of choosing to mourn all over it

now i decided to take it dealt it and learn from it..

all d lessons are meant to color up own life....

so even though crazy things happened, just embrace it!

avoiding will only gonna make things get even worse.

u just need a courage that cost u nothing to win back everything.

or avoid that is cost-free too but u will LOST everything!!!!

saturday - clubbing

sunday - friend birthday

monday - own made bbq at house

tuesday - ipoh 2 plus 1 for dinner

wednesday - sungkai hot spring

thursday - KL !!!!! HERE I COME! HOHOHOHO

lets upload some pics here. lolxxx

- Our very first THEME celebration of birthday.
- All banking and finance students.
- Clubbing at Simpang Pulai De Nest.
- Do u notice there's something colorful hanging around? LOLx

April 2th.

Now is 10.35pm and its a beautiful relaxing Friday

But not for us pity students that need to study off our ass for tmr paper.

Why do we need to have exams? Haha

Always back to the origin questions.

Why do college need to have those standards of grading and passing rate?

Isn't a test is just to test our capability and understanding?

All those standards applied will only make us .......

CURI TENGOK!!!!

WAKAKAKAKA and that is exactly my planning for tmr.

For i hate calculation and i have been spending most of my days in front of my lovely comp!!

Hehehe, paiseh, but thank god i got a bunch of good friends that are so SELFISHNESS

so LOVING so CARING enough to let me copy. XP

BUT i also contributed by memorizing some of the theories part!

Good Lord please protect me to pass my last paper... ^^

dang dang

wow. it's been a while since my last update.

lolz. haha never thought of updating...

but i am too free now, so just hanging around to share some of life.

to those who are interested. haha

i just found out that my house is so 'wong'

there are 4 of us living here and all are occupied.

but 2 of them are stepping on two boats once !

damn cool man, seeing different partner on and on. hahaha

bapu even said she saw wall lizard- bi hu making loves in our hse

which indicates our hse is too tooo damn WONG !

hahahaha

well, exams and assignmnts is taking over most of the times here.

which seemed to be so much stressful when your in final yr.

cos i doesnt wan to repeat !! NO WAY ~~~~

and my cutie coursemates created fake money for our mahjong games

hahaha cos its like our daily entertainment and losing real cash is so heart aching

so they came out wit a plan of using fake money instead of real cash.

but at last the one who won the most will get a free meal treated by those who lost !

isnt it cool ? hahaha way too creative man! lolz